コロナ禍に思うこと
老後は安寧に暮らしていけそうだと思っていたのに、あにはからんや、ひどいことになってしまった。週に三回行っていた英語の講座は延期、月に一度は行っていた映画館は閉鎖、しばしば行っていた図書館も閉館、毎日のように行って珈琲を飲みながら本を読んだりしていたイオンモールのフードコートも閉鎖だ。コンサートも美術館も。古武道の杖道の稽古も無い。政府は外出を自粛せよと言っているが、行くところがないから外出のしようがない。せいぜい散歩する程度だ。
しかし、コロナ禍のお陰で、見えないものが見えてきた。人間は社会的動物ということだ。人と交流しないで、一人ぼっちでは無人島に漂着したロビンソン・クルソーのような生活になってしまう。ロビンソン・クルーソーだって、後にはフライデーという黒人奴隷と人間的接触をするようになる。戦争の捕虜で質の悪いのは独房に入れられるが、独房の辛さは人と接触できないこともカウントされているのだ。
次に、人間は地球を我が物顔で汚していたが、最近は二酸化炭素の量が減って空気がきれいになったそうだ。車の運転量が減って、ガソリンを使う量が減ったためだ。海水に浸かっていたベニスの水が澄んできたという。生物たちはほっと一息ついたのではないか。地球温暖化で氷河が溶け始めていたが、少しはおさまったかもしれない。
私個人の生活も変わった。まずお金を使うところがない。講座の授業料、映画代金、食事代、喫茶代、コンサート、美術館、観劇、その他の支出が減った。また、図書館が閉館で本が借りれず、今まで積読(つんどく)だった本を読むようになった。40年ぐらい読んでなかった坂東三津五郎と武田鉄二の対談「芸十夜」、川端康成「古都」、山本兼一「火天の城」のphne du Maurierの”Jamaica Inn”を読んだ。今はブックオフで買った直木賞受賞の川越宗一著の「熱源」を読んでいる。また溜まりに溜まっていたビデオを見て消化した。さらに、運動不足を補うため、毎日のように山崎川沿いを散歩するようになった。一日平均歩数は三月は6400歩、四月は6750歩だ。その他、短編小説の執筆もしている。最近推敲したのは「シャッターは6時に閉まる」と「邪念の鑿」だ。また、メールやラインで小学校から大学、さらに教員時代の同僚との文通もしている。
まだコロナ禍は一年ぐらいは続きそうだ。感染しないようにして乗り越え、、コロナ禍が終息したら自由に、行きたいところに行き、会いたい人に会い、食べたいものを食べるぞ。
Life under Corona Virus Pandemic
I thought
I would lead a peaceful life for the rest of my life, but that was wrong. My
optimism has been completely destroyed by the pandemic. I used to attend
English classes thrice a week, but they were postponed; I used to go to the movies
at least once a month, but the movie theaters were closed; I used to go to the
libraries at least once a week, but they were shut; I used to go to the food-court
in Ion Mall near my house and enjoyed reading books sipping coffee, but it was
closed; I can’t go to concerts or museums. The class for practicing martial
arts of Jo-do which I had been attending for nearly 30 years was postponed. The
government recommends the citizens to stay at home, but where can I go? I have
nowhere to go. All I can do is to take a walk.
However, thanks to the corona virus, I have
noticed something I did not notice before. That is, human-beings are SOCIAL
animals. The life people are leading is like the one Robinson Crusoe leads, who
lives alone in an uninhabited island. Yet, he encounters a black man named Friday
at the end of his unusual life. A dangerous prisoner of war is confined in a jail
cell. This is to teach him how miserable he will be if he has to lead life alone.
That is an additional punishment.
Next, human-beings, who consider themselves
as the owner of the earth, have been polluting the air for two centuries since the
industrial revolution, but it has been reported that the air has recently become
cleaner due to the decrease of carbon dioxide. Because the automobile traffic
has decreased, the use of gasoline has also dropped. The dirty water in Venice
has become cleaner, they say. The animals and plants may be happy. The glacier
that has been melting these years may have stopped melting.
As for my life, it has drastically changed. First, I have nowhere to spend money. I don’t have to pay for various classes, movies, converts, theaters, and museums. Secondly, I began to read the books I had kept in my bookshelves intending to read. Recently, I read “Gei Jyu-ya” (Ten Stories on Kabuki Plays), which recorded the dialogue between Banto Mitsugoro and Tetsuya Takeda, “Koto” written by Yasunari Kawabata, “Katen no Shiro” (Castle in the Fiery Heaven) by Kenichi Yamamoto, and “Jamaica Inn” by Daphne du Maurier. Thirdly, I have watched the recorded television videos which I had missed to watch for many months. Also, I began to take a walk every day to take exercise. I usually walk along the Yamazaki River. I try to walk more than 5000 steps a day. The average steps was 6,400 in March and 6750 steps in April. Furthermore, I am writing short stories. I am correcting my manuscripts such as “The Shutter Will Clos at Six,” and “Jyanen no Nomi” (Evil Thoughts and Chisel). In addition to them, I correspond with my old friends from my elementary, junior, senior high schools, and university, and the former colleagues in Nanzan High School through Lines and e-mails.
The new corona virus pandemic will probably continue about a year or more. I will try not to catch the disease. And after the pandemic ceases, I will go anywhere I want to go, eat anything I want to eat, and meet anybody I want to meet. Until then, endurance, endurance, and endurance.
As for my life, it has drastically changed. First, I have nowhere to spend money. I don’t have to pay for various classes, movies, converts, theaters, and museums. Secondly, I began to read the books I had kept in my bookshelves intending to read. Recently, I read “Gei Jyu-ya” (Ten Stories on Kabuki Plays), which recorded the dialogue between Banto Mitsugoro and Tetsuya Takeda, “Koto” written by Yasunari Kawabata, “Katen no Shiro” (Castle in the Fiery Heaven) by Kenichi Yamamoto, and “Jamaica Inn” by Daphne du Maurier. Thirdly, I have watched the recorded television videos which I had missed to watch for many months. Also, I began to take a walk every day to take exercise. I usually walk along the Yamazaki River. I try to walk more than 5000 steps a day. The average steps was 6,400 in March and 6750 steps in April. Furthermore, I am writing short stories. I am correcting my manuscripts such as “The Shutter Will Clos at Six,” and “Jyanen no Nomi” (Evil Thoughts and Chisel). In addition to them, I correspond with my old friends from my elementary, junior, senior high schools, and university, and the former colleagues in Nanzan High School through Lines and e-mails.
The new corona virus pandemic will probably continue about a year or more. I will try not to catch the disease. And after the pandemic ceases, I will go anywhere I want to go, eat anything I want to eat, and meet anybody I want to meet. Until then, endurance, endurance, and endurance.